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Wednesday, April 1, 2015

I am an Idiot

1/4/2015
12:27 PM

Do you understand what has happened to me??
They say now that I am an idiot; I say I had never been.
                                                They came to me, they touched me,  I confronted, they never stopped, I cried, I tried to tell my people to whom I belonged, They replied “Those are the people who too belong to us”  I dint understand that,  if everybody who lives with you belongs to you,  how could “He” Touch??  “He” should not touch then...
                                                But ever after I never tried to tell my people.  I revolted.  And by then I kept revolting till the time I belonged to them.
I used to draw beautiful sceneries before. I used to read Comic books day and night. Chacha Chawdhery, Sabu and Pinky were my Favorite characters, I used to Watch Ales and Wonderland, I used to watch Disney. I used to make paper craft with Glaze, crape and Velvet. I had Fevicol, Scissors and abandoned wastes material in a big round basket. I used to read all the old books may father and grandfather accumulated in the almiras with mirrors on their doors. I used to fly my birds all the day; Day and Night.    I use to bunk my school to fly my birds so many times. .. But now I don’t do all these things, I have no interest left, Simply I can’t Concentrate.
                                             What I can concentrate is “The Revolt”.  Priorities are changed. I have changed.  My mind has changed. I have forgotton flying my bird, she said; I remember, that “I am hiding myself IN, somewhere very- very deep into your heart and brain, Do Not tell anybody.” And then she slept, she kept sleeping for a long time,  and I started forgetting her, Now she flutters, after years she flutters.. I can hear, she is coming out, she is awake, and she wants to fly again....
My little bird, why you had to sleep for so many years?? Why I had to be an idiot till now????


BRAIN      DAMAGE