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Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Cinema Varite bulging inside me..

In 20 minutes time I can’t say all this
I want to shoot myself in real time,,
I want to shoot myself... I want to SHOOT myself....
It started happening, Now I started understanding
The understanding of not understanding the concept of time in films
I have a lot to say, its like that only believe me, I want to vomit,
So much is going in my head, on my eyes, into my chest, inside of my stomach
Buldging, want to come out of my throat,
I feel like vomiting everywhere, so much of talking is bulging in my throat, stomach, HEAD,
Believe me it is also a truth......
Mai dart huN, kuchh kahne se pahle sochna padta hai itni saree baar, sahi hoga galat hpga, angreji me likhun hindi me likhun,,
Seekhna,  seekhna,  seekhna,
 aur MUZE KUCHH NAHI ATA...
Mai dart hUN....
It’s bulging inside me........
He said the pronunciation is incorrect, I lost my confidence,
I said ok then correct it; I said the same correction he did...
I have come home checked it, the way he said was also incorrect,
Then I realized....... mai darti hUN,,, mai phans gayi hUn, kya yahi cinema hai??
Maine poora kiya, mai khush nahi thi....

Meri aawaz muze achhi nahi lagti...BUSSS...